+Pretty Jielin+

tagged by toutou<3

2009-09-19T23:02:00.002+08:00

01.Who was your last text from?
seetoh the botak :D

02.Where was your default picture taken?
facebook? suntec convection with keny the botak.

03.Your relationship status?
Single.

04.Have you ever lost a close friend? What is a close friend?
not yet. & i dont want to.

05.Wad is your current mood?
loveless.

06.How many siblings do you have?
One younger brother.

07.Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
sohzhengwei

08.Where do you wish you were right now?
batam with my loves.

09.Have a crazy side? What do you think?
hahas. ya.

10.Ever had a near death experience?
does falling off the deck in sg flyer count? thank god for ronald .

11.Something you do alot?
texting, tweeting & sleeping. oh ya! & eatingg.

12.Angry at anyone? Angry at who?
nope.

13.What’s stopping you from going to the person you like?
i am going hawaii next yr. am not liking the idea of LDR

14.When was the last time you cried?
today? watching some nice movie.

15.Is there anyone you would do anything for?
MUMMY.

16.What you think about when you are falling asleep?
lol. i dont know.

17.Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
hanlee

18.What is your favourite song?
gee by snsd, gee cover by suju, sorry sorry by suju & sorry sorry cover by snsd :D

19.What are you doing right now?
listening to gee by suju, tweet spamming with dr lee & sohlaypeng

20.Who do you trust right now?
everyone of my loves.

21.Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
mummy.

22.Have you kissed in the past few weeks?
no.

23.Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
josephine, hanlee, liling, fengling, jingwei

24.Describe your life in one word
loveless

25.Who are you thinking of right now?
my lovelies at batam ):

26.What should you be doin now?
eh. sleeping i guess. but its too early.

27.What are you listening to?
sorry sorry cover by snsd

28.Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
phine

29.Who was the last person who yelled at you?
mummy.

30.Do you act differently around the people you like?
nah.

31.What is your natural hair colour?
black

32.Who was the last person to make you laugh?
sohlaypeng & LKC

33.Who was the last person to make you sad?
keny tan the botak

34.What do you hear?
huh? eh. sorry sorry cover by snsd.

35.Is your hair curly or straight?
curly

36.Has anyone ever call you “scrumptious” before?
nope.

37.Do you have a best friend?
PHINE!

38.Held hands with opposite sex in the past 3 days?
nope.

39.Do you use smiley face on the computer?
ya. alot.

40.Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
ya

41.Are you happy with life right now?
ya

42.Are you jealous right now?
no

43.What jewellery are you currently wearing?
ear studs

44.What were you doing on Friday night?
last night? in school shooting video & before that was l4d & dinner with kty

45.Have you ever had your heart broken?
ya

46.Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
ya

47.Is there anyone you are disappointed in now?
no

48.What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
for mc

49.How late did you stay up last night and why?
until 2 plus? tweet spamming :D

i am back!

2009-09-16T00:59:00.004+08:00

actually i was back N days ago.
just that i was busy meeting loves & all.
^^
bought alot of stuffs!
you shld have know if you have been following me on twitter!

anywayy, bought a pair of vans when i came back.
gosh. pretty baby! love it!

heehee. call me the shopaholic!
caught the proposal on sunday. LIKE FINALLY.
with keny(:

markie is in tekong now.
poor boy.
but dont worry! you will come out as a MAN.

finding jobs now.
any lobangs must call me!

xoxo

alone getaway(:

2009-08-23T18:23:00.002+08:00

so.
its decided.
will be going msia on either sun or mon.

& i am not very sure when i will be coming back cos its an one way ticket.
& i am going alone(:
hahas. cos no one can go with me! so sad.
but i dont mind spending some time with myself.

will be coming back sg when i am broke or something.
HAHAHAS.

xoxo

kty.

2009-08-23T00:23:00.002+08:00

i dont like this feeling.
i dont like it at all.

why appear in my life & leave without even saying goodbye.
at least tell me what did i do wrong.

i wanted to think in a way like if he dont appreciate me then no point.
but i realized its not working.

he appear in my mind every single day.
its like he's been in my mind ever since that day.

its okay jielin.
guys come & go.
doesn't matter.

smile & be happy.

alone

2009-08-16T03:26:00.001+08:00

am feeling abit emo-ish now. hope that feeling will go away tmr.

shall update real soon.

xoxo

i think, like attracts like

2009-08-13T00:12:00.002+08:00

sorry my lovely blog.
have been neglecting you.
but i will update you this weekend(:

cos ATTACHMENT + PRCP IS FINALLY GOING TO BE OVER!
last day tmr(:

&&& something exciting is happening in my life now.
i dont wanna mess up the whole thing again.
(:

btw, mdm&sir is forever love.
"fatimah cannot share! she is ours!"
<33333333

shall end this random post here & head to bed.

xoxo

weekend loves<3

2009-08-02T10:19:00.003+08:00

FRIDAY

went to see doctor.
&& then out for dinner with the aunt @ lot one.
LJS is <3333.
headed down to suntec to find toutou&cloudie.
whooopie.
so long never see them!

had carls jr. for dinner @ marina square then we headed down to cathay for movie.

watched frozen flower.
r21! i smiled at the guy & he didnt checked fer my ID.
whoopie!

the show is quite nice actually.
but the part where the king ordered someone to cut off his penis is gross.
&&& i cant forget that scene!

walked down to cine & bus-ed home.
was thinking alot of things while walking home.
but nvm, shall save that fer another post(:

SATURDAY

met up with the peeps ard 7 plus at ion.
so many people.
crazy! anywayy, headed down to NYDC @ wheelock for dinner.
had fun chatting(:
then off to dbg.

had starbucks & homed.

photos @ tou's fb!

no plan for today yet.

xoxo

don't give up

2009-07-27T22:48:00.003+08:00

6 years will be gone in a wink!
i know you can do it.
although things sucks right now.
but it bound to get better.

jiayou(:

awesome night outing<3

2009-07-25T17:10:00.002+08:00

so after work ytd, i went home.
&&& wait for moo2 to come fetch me then down to NTU to fetch karine.

on the way there, i keep shouting at random cyclist.
& moo2 say i am chao ah lian in disguise. LOL.
but karine sama sama as me loh!

head down to tea party & shuyan joined us shortly.
had fun playing taboo.
laugh until i feel like crying.

then we went marina barrage! damn fun also. talking under the stars.
making plans for the future.
after that we send karine & shuyan home.
& moo2 drop by mac on the way to let me buy shaker fries.
shiokness. but i read home ard 4am. crazy! everyone live so far from each other)):

anywayy, i really had fun ytd.
damn glad to know these wonderful people in my life.
i am happy happy happy.

going out soon with xiaolili for l4d session and drink drank drunk!

xoxo

p.s: i didnt ask him.
i feel so confuse & lost.
but i am happy that i manage to see him ytd.
although he didnt even know, cos i was sort of peeking from far.
& for the last time, i swear i am not a stalker!

when its time to let go, you have to no matter what.

2009-07-24T03:30:00.002+08:00

4 days.
didnt see you for 4 days.

not that i never tried it.
longest record was 8 days.
but the feeling suck.

miss those times in 63c.
when i can see you whenever i want.
one reason i miss 63c is because its the place i get to know you.

am i being silly?
actually i am very contented just by seeing you.
even if its only a few seconds.

maybe its still infatuation.
& maybe its a crush.
&&& it know its will not work.

i dont know what i want.
i asked you out.
you rejected.

i msn you.
you didnt reply.

i know what you meant.
but why are you still commenting on my fb.
i know it may mean nothing to you.
& maybe you are bored, thats why.

but to me, every lil comment from you mean alot to me.

but i dont wanna give up so easily.
so i am gonna try this one last time on sat.

xoxo

small small world. (actually is med sch)

2009-07-22T22:24:00.002+08:00

omgggggggg.
rmb jit?! the med school guy i met during yr 1 first SGH posting?!

HE IS A HO NOW &&& HE SAME BATCH AS LKC THEY ALL.
freak. freak freak.
hahahas. but its nice to talk to him again.
(: hahahas. the sg is so so so small.

anywayy, recovery room is fun! <3 waking the pt up.
tmr! O&G! happy happy.
kk. i am happy(:

<3 LKC.

xoxo

can't give up now.

2009-07-21T22:16:00.002+08:00

i officially announce that i hate OT.
totally hate it.
damn cold. &&& there is nothing to do except standing there like a statue!

i guess i miss 63c too much.
even thou sunday was my last day i went back ytd & today.
)): miss everyone.

went to had dinner with moomoo just now.
had fun again! bitching and gossiping!
hahahas.
going night cycling on fri night.
&&& he actually called lkc on bus just now loh!
madness. but he is going on call on friday.
too bad)):

ohoh! did i mention he msn me on sat night.
so damn happy((:

but... nvm(:
not going to give up.
i haven try my best!

alright.
going to sleep soon.
i am gonna wear 3 tees tmr!

xoxo

love everyone in 63c

2009-07-19T00:51:00.002+08:00

thank you 63c for making my prcp extra fun and extra special.

mummy anita.

thank you for being my preceptor.
& teaching me ton of things the past 3 mths.
thank you for nagging me like i'm your daughter.
thank you for everything.

shuyan
thank you for accompanying me to the polyclinic when i was too scared to go alone.
thank you for listening to me when i was down & encourage me.
thank you for saying that i am going to be a good nurse.
thank you for listening to my endless rant.

sumarni
will miss all the times we sang in the ward.
esp when we sponge patients.
& also thank you for always letting me sit at my fav place in the bus althou it cramp your legs.
i will miss you!

saiful
my fav dude in 63c.
thank you for making me smile whenever you know i am feeling down.
thank you for consoling me when i was feeling super down(:
cheer up dude!

jessica
thank you for the little card that you drew for me.
you are one of the best buddy i made in 63c.
will never forget you.
my fav OT.

melissa
thank you for the farewell gift.
you are also one of the best buddies i made in 63c.
thanks for all those sweets & drinks.
you are my fav PT.

jialin
you are one of the best female HO i ever know!
i am glad to know you for the last 2 weeks of my prcp.
my gossip & fa hua chi partner.
(: hope to work with you in the future when i am a SN!

rm15,16,17&18 peeps
thank you all for making my prcp extra fun and extra special.
although i know i am not good enough, but the criticisms make me stronger.
i own it to you guys.
love you all!

LKC
knowing you is one of the best things that happen during these 3 mths.
you were the motivation for me to work when i was too depressed to work.
whenever i see you, i feel loads better.
even if my whole day was f-ked up.
always hoping to catch a glimpse of you when you were in rm 11&12.
& even when you went over to 53c, i still wait for 1pm everyday when you will walk past 63c.
hoping you are HO4 when i was on pm or night shift.
thank you for still talking to me even when you know i like you.
63c is the place i know you.
i will never forget that.

junyang aka moomoo
thank you moomoo.
if i have to list out the whole list to thank you, it will be damn long.
but i am really glad jingxiang tell you that i say you are easy to bully.
if not, i will never get to know you.
those dinner trips. the wii outing. the breakfast trip. the gossip in starbuck trip.
& i know more will come. cos we are buddies (:

1 more mth. & i will grad.
i feel grown up suddenly.
& more mature. know how to take criticisms, gossips & backstabs in stride.

i am already crying. tell me how not to cry tmr.

shamelessly in love

2009-07-16T00:32:00.002+08:00

sorry for not blogging!
night shift was awesome with mummy anita and marjin molina!(love the molina part)

second night.

met up with hanisah again for smoking break :x
listen to horror stories in wd 53c & 63c creeps me out.
freakish!

and then it happened.
was twitter-ing and i saw that he had an acc & i happily followed him.
WITHOUT REALIZING MY USERNAME WAS LKCISLOVE.

freak!
anywayy, so he know.
mummy say its fate that he had to know it that way.
& i guess so.
nothing i can do.

anywayy, head home and pig out totally.

last night.

had fun. did the same thing on second night.

anywayy, decided to go polyclinic to get my result and its negative!
wooohoooo~
so anywayy, i am referred to SGH's RNI.
lol. i should had ask the consultant for advice that time he came 63c.
save on my consultation fee man.

and home to sleep.
slept from 10am to 10pm.
fb awhile and head back to bed.

woke up 3plus this afternoon.
LOL.
i swear i am not a swine!
but i am so tired lah.

went to meet moomoo for dinner.
&&& he insisted me to announce that i was the one who ask him.
LOL. he dont want pple to think he is cheating on his gf.
... anywayy, li wah jie jie also know i like lkc. so does it matter?!

had fun laughing!
i totally LOL super loud abt the b/l joke.

in mo's room.
nurse: eh, dr kao, pt has rashes.
dr kao: (grab b/l, without seeing pt) refer derm!
*cue laughters*

aiyah. i doubt you guys will understand the joke.
but its damn funny abt the way DIM team work.
everything also refer B/L. slackish!

went kinokuniya.
and saw this pictorial book of butterflies.
saw some absurd photos of butterflies that look like rugs.
and he goes like WHAT THE FREAKKKKK
cant stand him.
dont understand why people will say he is quiet when he is totally NOT.

alright.
working tmr!
cant wait. pm shift with mummy is <3
hope to see him & hope that shuyan is working!

xoxo

nonsense post

2009-07-12T12:26:00.002+08:00

night shift is fun as usual.
hanisah love is also on duty today!
anywayy, had mac delivery. SHIOK-NESS!

moomoo came over and find me ard 5 plus.
decided to have breakfast tgt.
by 7 am i was high.
singing ABBA's song aloud make me feel old.

anywayy, had a change of plan and he sent me home to bath & change then down to adam's road for breakie.
&&& went to his hse!
XBOX L4D!

ooooooh.
i love his doggie can.
golden retriever. damn cute!

anywayy, i sucks at xbox l4d.
but you can jio me for PC l4d.

i am talking nonsense already.
going bed now!
hope HO4 is someone nice & fun.
&&& I WANNA SLEEP NOW!

i dont like to share. keep your hands off!

2009-07-10T22:25:00.002+08:00

am super moody now.
)):

just feel like crying & whining.
i dont like to share.
i dont like to share LKC, moo moo, jessica & melissa.

no mood to blog.

are you on-call today?
if yes, have a good call.
imy.

xoxo

&&& i miss you.

2009-07-08T21:33:00.002+08:00

went dinner with moomoo.
omfggggggg.
waited him for almost 2 hrs can.
happen the last time i met jingxiang for dinner also.

anywayy, i was quite pissed off then i went off.
almost took bus and went home but he called me and in the end we went cheenatown.
had KFC!

and went to the studio he is helping.
boring stuff lah. i fell asleep & even drool.
LOL.

ohya!
while waiting for him, i went to 64!
cooool. never see the physio gym before.
thank melissa for bringing me!
anywayy, wanted to meet up with jessica but she didnt on her phone.
so in the end we just sat there and chatted for ard half an hr.

&&& jialin know lah!
she read my blog.
now i am scared he actually read my blog too )):

maybe. he is avoiding me?
aiyah. dont think too much.

k. am going to continue my drama.
:)

xoxo

woooohooooo~

2009-07-07T18:18:00.002+08:00

my mood swing is terrible nowadays.

been crying almost everyday ever since i got back to work.
no matter what i do, its never good enough for them.
sick and tired of all this crap.

did RU on myself this morning.
result is still the same.
i dont have the courage to go back and check the results.

i miss junyang, jessica and him badly.
i need them back in the ward for motivation.
they are the people who make it easier for me to bear with all this shits.

went to 53C to try my luck today.
& i really saw him.
&& he talked to me.
(:

am i really fit for this job.
its straining on my physical and mental health.

but no matter what, i will still try my best.
cos i know this is what i love doing.

xoxo

thanks for the love and concern (:

2009-07-04T23:58:00.002+08:00

went for check up early in the morning.
bloods and urine taken. now waiting for result.
but. i got protein in urine.
great, just great.
but thank you shuyan for accompanying me. i really appreciate it.

anywayy, homed and slept.
moo moo and sue came ard 4 plus.
movie for awhile & we went out to clementi for sushi.

and back to my home for Wii.
fun fun fun! laugh until i almost die.

anywayy, thanks moo moo.
and alot of other pple who was worrying for me.
i will try not to think too much till the result is out.

xoxo

SLE

2009-07-04T04:05:00.002+08:00

i suspect i got SLE.

signs & symptoms.
-swelling joints.
this is always there ever since young. & i didnt pay much attention. & usually in the morning with diff joints. and get better after 2 hrs. my feet is both swelling now. and totally look like swine feet.

- rashes.
i have been developing rashes this few months. but i really thought i got sensitive skins. the rashes appear in my legs and armpit and abdominal area.

- fatigue.
i cant sleep enough nowadays. i spent all my off days in bed.

maybe. maybe. i got SLE.

i should just die.

sick

2009-07-03T14:55:00.001+08:00

today is jessica last day.
yet i am at home.
sick.

jessica.
i will miss you alot )):
cries*

anywayy, i should most prob just give up on lkc already right?
tell me yes!

am going to see doc soon.
)):

I HATE to see DOCTORS )):

MO ROOM IS STINKING + DIRTY!

2009-07-02T00:10:00.002+08:00

omfg.

the mo's room is freaking stinky and dirty lah.

my body is itching all over and i barely sat here for 10 mins!

gross!

and mask + gloves everywhere.

dirty to the maximum.

anywayy, just in case you are wondering why am i still here.

i am stuck in the hospital.

cos of end-prcp assessment.

i am so gonna get a good grade for tmr.

if not i will cry and sob and cry and sob.

thank god shuyan is the in charge today.

ok. am going out now.

i cant stand it.

i think there is bugs everywhere.

gross!

oohoh. had dinner with moomoo

see ya cm! and maybe LKC too <3

xoxo

jessica tan wanru

2009-06-30T23:15:00.002+08:00

my buddy at work!
jessica! this week is her last week in w63c.

i will miss her alot!

btw, i should start taking photos with people everyday.
am leaving in 2 weeks time!

omg. time flies.
12 weeks past without knowing it.

anyway, back to work tmr.
sue & linn will be with me!
loves. shall cam-whore.

xoxo

LKC

2009-06-30T15:45:00.001+08:00

he just commented on my status.
:)

and i am happy.
cos today dinner is steamboat!
<3

xoxo

xingcheng

2009-06-30T00:51:00.002+08:00

moomoo is a talented song writer plus singer!
hohohoho.
thanks for the song man.
its really nice.

anywayy, thanks for encouraging me!
i will not give up.
:)

enjoy your last day in 63c cm!

xoxo

p.s: hope you are having a good call right now.

i dont know

2009-06-29T17:48:00.002+08:00

its amazing how someone's action can make my day.
& how it make me feel sad.

today its one of those sad days.

i dont know what i shld do anymore.
i think i cant do anything already.
& i am just gonna leave it.

i will miss you.
alot alot alot alot alot.

be my baby!

2009-06-28T19:05:00.003+08:00

me. moo.sue

moomoo look like xiaodidi. this world is so unfair.
anywayy, i am on morning tmr!
madhouse monday morning again!

and i love this blogskin currently.
hoho.
am active in blogging again.

maybe later when i am free i will upload photos.
meanwhile, fb-ing again.
(:

xoxo

e-d-i-t

okayy. i cant sleep.
wtfffff.

but am going to lie on my bed.
& try to sleep.

3rd of non-smoking days.
JIAYOU!

home on a sat night

2009-06-27T21:35:00.004+08:00

was on msn earlier.
and had a conference chat with moomoo & shuyan.
heeeeeeheeeee.
damn funny.

anywayy, both of them are out now.
so back to bed and i think i has been sleeping for 20 hrs today.
cool! i just found out our ward fav's ST is engaged.
hahahas. congrats!

am going to sleep soon again.
hahas. i am so boring!
maybe i shld wait for pple to come online to talk to me.

aiyah. this is a nonsensical post.
back to my bed with harry potter & order of phoniex.
my 7th time reading it?

xoxo

e-d-i-t

suddenly rmb that on thurs moomoo was late for work.
& poor me has to do his shitty work.
LOL.
& he turned up to work in a cute hairstyle which made me literally LOL.

anywayy, am stalking you-know-who again.
((: fun night!

e-d-i-t e-d

hahahahahahahas.
was talking to jessica on fb just now!
we totally click and got damn lots of things in common!

anywayy, we got to know each other cos of one funny thing.
anita said loudly "so you like girls?!"
and jessica turn and look at me with the O.O look.
hahahas.

anywayy, she is leaving soon )):
why all my fav pple is leaving?! damn unfair.

hopeless

2009-06-26T21:16:00.002+08:00

today is officially the last day for moomoo.
too bad he is on call.
hope you has a good call yo!

anywayy, bought a cake for him and let him share among the HOs.
and i asked him to help me pass you-know-who sweets.
but i guess he know its me.

anywayy, took some photos in the ward and i am super happy cos he came over and talked to me again!
yay! happy ah happy!

but everyone thinks i like moomoo.
NO NO NO! I LIKE LKC.
i doubt he will come visit my blog anywayy. so its super duper safe.

i almost give up and ask moomoo tell him everything.
but moomoo say i shld hang on. and dont give up.
but really is no hope already. he is gg 73. )):

sigh.

back to those dark days.
i wish prcp end NOW.

xoxo

slow & steady <3

2009-06-25T22:36:00.002+08:00

from watching in a distance.
to adding him in fb.
to having lunch with him.
to commenting status in each other fb.
to chatting in fb's chat.
to talking in person.

i am officially contented.
(:

he talked to me.
twice today! & both times he talked to me first.
cos i am simply toooooo hum. (like what moo moo say)
&&& he smiled at me.

how amazing these small lil things can make me happy for the whole day even thou it was crappy.

tmr is the last day.

no more walking purposely up and down the ward just to look at him.
no more looking ard anxiously during report taking in the morning to wait for his arrival.
no more wishing i have endo pt just so he will come for rounds.
no more walking to the disposable rm every 5 mins or so if he is in the mo rm.
no more motivation for work.
no more poking moomoo & screaming when he walked past our cubicles.
no more grinning like a fool in bus cos i know i will see him today.

my world is sinking.
sinking into darkness again.

life sucks.

i love fb

2009-06-24T22:08:00.001+08:00

HE COMMENTED ON MY FB AGAIN.
super duper happy~

xoxo

EDIT

O-M-F-G

i just fb chatted with him!
omgomgomgomgomg.

the first time i talk so much to him.
i am super duper happy now.

weeeeeeeee.
HAPPY!

iam looking forward to work tmr!

xoxo

i wish you know

2009-06-24T14:50:00.003+08:00

yoohooooo~

been busy again for the past few days.
anywayy, went out with moomoo & his gf on mon night i think?
went bpp for mos burger and a good long chat.
hahahaha!

then he was on call ytd again.
so met him for dinner.
which invite gossips again.
but duh! like i care.

homed & fb chat with saiful the kutu!
hahahas.
we were talking abt ways to die.
iv potassium bolus. + pethidine + morphine.
joys of being a healthcare professional.
you sure know the easiest and fastest way to die.
& not like the thousands of dumb ass in the world taking paracetamol.
which you will not die and most prob suffer with liver/kidney failure with the rest of ur life.

anywayy, found a new friend at work recently.
JESSICA TAN!
my fav OT to date.
hahahahas. we always make fun of each other.
dont miss me too much today.

anywayy, i had this brilliant idea.
&&& i am going to do it on friday.
wish me luck babeh!

alrighty. gonna go prepare to go out soon.

and to people who think nurses and doctors who cant be friend, fuck you alright!
hahahahas!

xoxo

p.s: haven been clubbing for almost 2 mths. yay!

2009-06-21T23:40:00.002+08:00

just read his blog.
i think its time for me to give up before i am too into him.

he commented on my status.
and i am so happy that i told quite a few pple.
but they dont understand how i feel.

i know this isnt going to work out.
but still, i am absolutely happy to being able to see him.

so i am looking forward to tmr
even if i had a very bad day, once i saw him i feel happier.

xoxo

2009-06-20T20:19:00.002+08:00

drew by mark. hahahas!

cute boh?!

anywayy, i am still thinking whether i shld go clubbing with lex and pple anot.
cos i still really wanna camp in fb.

and tmr i am working.
but i am dying of borednesssssss.
oh man.

and soh lay peng got her E71.
i am so jealous.
fuckkkk yoouuuuu :D
i gonna get mine soon.
idontcare!

to continue or not

2009-06-20T11:53:00.002+08:00

been blog hopping ard.
&&& saw a few nurses blog.

it really make me think twice abt continuing.
going to grad in another 2 mths time.
& i am still clueless abt my future.

politics.
bitching.
back stabbing.

why cant these pple spend their time more on pt instead.

irrational love

2009-06-19T20:42:00.002+08:00

seriously.
i have no freaking idea why i am hook onto him.
a single comment can make my day.
a wave & smile from him make me melt.

moo moo insisted to find better guys for me.
but i dont know why i just want him.
god. i must be crazy.
moo moo say 99.9% of the doctors dont go for nurses.
i confirm crazy.

but he truly is my only motivation for work now.
i can feel myself blushing everytime he walk past me.

thanks to moo moo i can have lunch with him.
even thou it will be the last time, but thanks.

gonna snap myself out of this dream.

he will never be mine.

only you <3

2009-06-19T18:44:00.003+08:00

omfg.
i totally cant stand the bitchiness going on.

i was super happy today cos i added him in fb.
& he accepted! & he said i am familiar <3

& i keep smiling like an idoit on the way to work.
my mouth cant stop grinning! & i saw jolene in the lift.
& she ask why you so happy?
even she can tell loh. must be damn obvious.

anywayy, he gave me a big wave before work today.
HAPPY AH HAPPY!
& i had lunch with him <3333333

i keep complaining to moo moo today thou.
and he sent me home & we had a super long super long chat.
thank you moo moo! you will always be my best buddy in the ward now.
although you will be leaving me alone to die in another 1 week.
damn sad luh!

you think i am so free to care what you pple think?
as long as moo moo and me has a clean conscious then we will hack care what pple say.
& you know why he always ask me for help? ITS BECAUSE I DO IT WILLINGLY.
do you prefer to ask someone who do it with a smile & settle everything.
or someone who give you attitude & do a half done job.

ask yourselves. during the months i been there.
only certain pple taught me with willingly.
&&& you dont f-king scream at me when i had been helping the whole day.
& give me excuses like sorry, i am having a bad day.
I AM NOT A BIN FOR YOU TO VENT YOUR ANGER.

i really thought you pple are the nicest i could ever met.
but the bitchiness this few days made me change my mind.
i dont f-king care what you all think now.
i am gonna do my job & do it better than you guys.
&&& for pple who believe i will die in xxx.
HELL TO YOU. i will prove i can handle.

& you cant trust anyone in this career.
the only one you can trust is only you.
do everything yourselves even if you are going home late.

&&& dont bully moo moo to set plug & take bld anymore.
lazy asses.

poor moo moo. in ward, he bully me like hell.
but outside, he have to listen to my ranting non-stops.
&&& some more i keep calling him to ask abt someone.

moo moo. i own you big time okayy! next week when you leave, i will buy you lots of food!

k. enough ranting.
have a good call! at least you got your buddies with you <3
see you on sunday~

xoxo

p.s : & wtf is wrong eating lunch with HOs. its not as if i went with only 1 what. why is the meaning of you can do such stuffs after shift. its eating lunch at kopitiam for godsake.
i am seriously piss.

back & alive!

2009-06-10T21:22:00.002+08:00

awwwww. i feel so bad for leaving this space empty for so long.
but i am too tired to come online anywayy.

i officially managed to quit clubbing!
by this sun, it will be one mth since i last club.
woooooooooooooot. thou i am super tempted to club tonight.

my life is super boring i swear.
work.home.sleep.

but i went shopping a few days agooooo!

hahahahas. actually i am blogging now cos i was reading my notes in facebook.
and i saw a few funny one.

53. Would you date anyone from your work?
hmmm. if there are more males nurses. or maybe cute ho,mo or consultant then yes.

LOLOLOL.
damn funny. last time i thought doctors = nerd.
nowadaysssss, doctorssssss also smoke & drink de ok.
and play dotaaaaaa. and i swear they are damn pro.
and club! and scold vulgarities!
okayy. doctors are human too i guess.

anywayy, i am on night tmr! excited!
blog again soon, i try ><

xoxo

back

2009-05-18T21:25:00.001+08:00

oh man.
been so long since i blogged.
kinda busy with prcp and clubbing and gatherings!

anywayy, just a short post now to prove i am still alive.
will be back to update again~

xoxo

DND

2009-04-27T09:09:00.002+08:00

another week past.
& its down to 11 weeks.

went out on wed to meet ALOT of people.
and i really mean alot.
met jiexin & vanessa for a lil while.
then nelson & jingwei for lunch at canteen 2.
saw clayman there too.
the cbk point me middle finger loh! shitass.
then went to timah to L4D.
& home. daddy didnt let me go out at night so i didnt went to butter fac.

thennnnnn i went swimming on fri with sam.
then to work. after work, she insisted to come fetch me to go haji to celebrate kenny's bday.
soooooooo in my uniform, i went to hajiiiii & ecp. reach home ard 2am?
best part, i am on morning shift on sat -.-
but i had fun! singing in the car etcetc.

sattttt. workkk. super duper tired.
but still went kenny's hse after work.
slack till 9 plus went to fetch angela then we went to tpy for supper.
stay over at sam's house.

sunnnn. woke up and had bak gu teh!
then slack awhile then kenny drove us to evo for L4D with angela and jeremy.
then dinner at ps and kenny drove us home.

I DIDNT GO CLUBBING AT ALLLLL!
(((((:

xoxo

still alive

2009-04-22T04:02:00.002+08:00

alrighty.
weekend past peacefully.
didnt do anything crazy.

work is getting better with blardy good and fun preceptors.
ohhhhh. and i finally get a chop chop for myself. finally dont need write my name.
but it will be better if i dont see him. he is getting on my nerves.
msging me during work. calling me once work end.
& i never pick up. so i end up with dozens of missed calls.

ohohoh. the speech therapist in my ward is cuteeeeeee.
& he is nicey.

went for a lil shopping spree at cotton on today.
& finalllyyyyyy trim my eyebrow for the first time in my life.
not painful la. at least not as painful as my piercing.

tmr is my off dayyyyyy. & i am gg to kkh for appointment.
)): thank god is in the morning. i dont wanna waste my rest day.
& i will be gg butter factory for the first time!
NO MORE DRINKING. I SWEAR ALRIGHT!

i still miss alot of pple.
)): & no PH for me on labour day.
woes of being a missy.

thanks toutou!

xoxo

offcially depressed

2009-04-18T03:17:00.002+08:00

i am crying hard right now as i am typing all this.

i miss my friendsssss.
i miss dota-ing till late night.
i miss hanging out with fun people or people who make me laugh.

prcp life sucks.
and i hate clubbing now, no more for me.
i dont wanna get drunk again not knowing what embrassing things i had done.

i am smoking more than ever.
i am stress. & its only first week.
13 more weeks to go.

i cant believe i miss everyone in my clique to the extend i miss even hao, lex etcetc
i wanna quit so badly.
not that the ward staffs is not treating me well.
just dat i miss talking to everyone i know. i hate losing contacts.

i am confused.
i dont know wad i am talking now.
anywayy, i am taking mc tmr cos my back still hurting me lots even thou i fall like last sat?
the doctors in my ward is worried that i had a few airline or hairline crack in my tailbone.
GREAT. ITS ALL I NEED NOW.

BRING ALL THESE FUCKING TRAUMA TO MY LIFE.
I NEED THEM MORE TO MAKE MY LIFE MORE FUCKING EXCITING ISNT IT?

i am getting sick in my mind.
i lead guys on. & i played with them.
i am sorry don & rafi.
i had told you guys i dont wanna be attached.
dont msged me or called me every 1 hr or so.
i dont deserve it.

life is nothing but a dream.
how true. i wished i can sleep and dont wake up anymore.

i am 19 and half. & i had enough of life.

lips like sugar

2009-04-15T14:33:00.001+08:00

weeeeeeeee.
ladies night at dbl o today.
cant wait.

going to trim my eyebrow later.
((:

DRINK DRANK DRUNK BABEH!
its parteh time <3

xoxo

misses[edited o.o]

2009-04-14T22:34:00.003+08:00

oh man. haven been blogging for so long.

prcp is surely taking all my energy away from me.
anywayy, life has been simple this few days.
so nothing much to blog abt.

but. i miss alot of pple!

tou&cloudie
qiqi
del!!!!
hito!
vanessa
jiexin
hanisah

&&& i am off tmr.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. work 2 days off 1 day. me likeyyyy.

alrighty.
going to find pple dota with me.

xoxo

ice mint

2009-04-11T05:53:00.001+08:00

had family bbq this evening.
((: great food!

went to meet vanessa to chill.
met ard 10 plus. LOL. super last min.
&&& super last min say wanna go dbl o.
butbutbut she wearing slipper and denied entry.
went back to cine to chill.

homed ard 1 plus.
((: going out with her later.
she need to touch up her tattoo & i will be getting one too.

& might go chalet with her too.
kk. i very tired liao.
goodnight.

xoxo

boom boom shake shake

2009-04-09T16:47:00.002+08:00

last night is fun! but i woke up with a hangover.
!@$#%^&*
headache fuck & i puke countless time.
i only drank 3 cup of vodka & 1 barcadi breezer.
fuck. i cant drink shyt.

anywayy, met up with jw and nel.
&&& it is a flyer clubbing kinda thingy loh.
azizean & leonard the retard was there too!
& kelvin the pussyboy!

leonard & his friend was so drunk that i had to push his friend off.
zzzz. hate guys who are drunk.

anywayy, towards the end, met a new friend((:
he was actually leonard's friend. then we end up dancing together while leonard go find other girls. HE WAS WITH DIFF GIRLS WHENEVER I SAW HIM CAN.
drunk fuck!

parteh end at 4am.
& headed down to harbourfront food centre to waiting for first bus.
&&& i am still feeling the fucking headache.
&&&& i am so not gg to club with clayman & peeps tonight.
i wanna rest)):

kthxbye
xoxo

rook

2009-04-08T02:10:00.001+08:00

ok. this is a random short post.

i decided on my next piercing already!
rook! i still love ear piercing most.
:p

going dota now!
kthxbye
xoxo

beautiful

2009-04-08T00:53:00.002+08:00

its beautiful ♥
& i mean the piercing. not me!

parteh

2009-04-07T23:56:00.002+08:00

i am going st james once again tmr.
-.- but with jing wei and nelson.
hohoho.

& going some ulu club on thurs.
&&friday is sentosa + bbq.
&&& saturday is rebel event.
&&&&sunday is flyer gathering.

oh man. i hope i get to enjoy myself fully before prcp.
)): which is next monday. urghhhh.
pls dont remind me ._.

kkk. i wanna dota later pls.
xoxo

breakfast love

2009-04-07T06:26:00.001+08:00

woooooot.
i just woke up not long ago.

& my mummy woke up too.
she cook breakfast fer everyone today.
& i am so happy i woke up la!

its like back to secondary sch days.
i had sandwiches and my fav half boiled eggs!

okayy.
today will be a great day cos i had breakfast!

yay! HAPPY FUCK!
xoxo

life sucks

2009-04-06T21:58:00.002+08:00

i actually play dota till 7am with hito this morning.
super f-king tired. slept till 3pm and i cant sleep anymore.

i was deleting msges in my inbox just now.
& i saw his msges. & i cried.
ohman. so pussy! gayness shyt )):
pls fuck off from my life!

kkk. i have tons of things to rant.
& i am really not happy abt life now.
prcp is next mon.

i am gg to parteh on wed thurs fri and sat this week to make up for prcp.
)):

xoxo

& its all because of you

2009-04-06T00:45:00.002+08:00

wellll, st james is fun last night, as usual.
saw wayne & clarence again.

anywayy, met up with nel & off to st james.
kelvin the pussyman (LOL) came ard midnight.
and we danced for 5 hrs straight.
i mean I. the guys just suddenly grow pussy and stopped ard 4am while i still enjoyed myself.

i didnt even left the dance floor for drinks.
my friends spoilt me enough by buying them and bringing them into the dance floor for me.
((: gotta love them.

&&& love the bartender there.
they actually cant give out ice water.
but i was whining & whining & in the end she/he (idk :x) gave us!
thanks lots man! i was abt to puke.
drinking on an empty stomach is not a very clever thingy to do.

we hang out in mac till 6am.
on the way there, i on my phone music and we were singing on the top of our voice in VIVO.
coolshyt. got echo. i am surprised the glasses didnt broke on my horrible singing.

anywayy, we talk abt tons of shyt.
the big O, sex, bj,hj cheap motels, condom.
tsktsk. thats is what guys talk abt & i got no choice but to join in.

reached home 7 plus in the morning.
sleep and eat then sleep again then wake up and eat.
okayy. going to try my best to stay home for the next few days.
am going parteh-ing again on wed i supposed.

kthxbye
xoxo

NP.bukittimah.clarkquay.town

2009-04-04T02:51:00.003+08:00

been all over sg today.
first, met hanisah and ayu in np to take back pda.

down to timah for dinner.
&&& khai reached ard 5 when we suppose to meet 2.
talktalktalktalktalk like nobody business.
and i smoke 1 pkt in 2 days.
clever fuck.

anywayy, decided to go clark quay to chill.
hanisah left & the rest of us walked ard aimlessly.
and eventually bus down to town.
khai went prawning at amk.

and i decided to go bunk.
played and evo-ed
and home.

my lippy is freaking infected now.
stupid itchy hand.
I AM NOT GOING TO TAKE IT OUT.
I LOVE YOU LIPPY. PLS DONT DO THIS TO ME.

kkkk.
fucking annoyed with ggc now.
i cant see tou&cloudie.
FUCK I WANNA DOTA CAN.
PLS DONT DO THIS TO ME! I LOVE YOU DOTA.

anywayy, tmr gg st james.
nelson promised me he will not pang seh / dua me.
i hope so. i really hope so.
the craving for clubbing is getting huge.
._.

kthxbye.
xoxo

p.s: the song beautiful is ringing in my ears as i am thinking abt that night in zouk. when i met you. i cant believe i'm thinking abt you after what you did to me. i miss the time in jalan bukit merah. the time in genting. you are such an asshole bastard motherfucker cb kia.

unhappy fuck

2009-04-03T05:15:00.001+08:00

i am unhappy.
VERY unhappy.

yo babeh!

2009-04-03T00:08:00.000+08:00

kkkkk. me with no make up and specssssss.
cool nerd yo!
loving my lippy((:

xoxo

brown gold blue

2009-04-02T21:32:00.002+08:00

gotta love hanisah.

went to lot 1 to meet her just now.
saw aunt and the first thing she ask me is when u drink, does it leak -.-
lol. i swear she ask until damn funny.

anywayy, went to the park and lepak and gossip!
smoke & drink milk tea & gossip.
update each other abt life.

going to see her tmr!
and ayu and khai.
going back to sch & then to timah for dinner.

bought a few studs just now.
((:
still got pus coming out. )):
but i dont care. i am not gg to take it out.
it doesnt hurt anywayy.

kthxbye.
xoxo

changed

2009-04-01T22:06:00.002+08:00

tadah. finally changed my blogskin.
was getting bored on that one.

my lip piercing is gg fine :D
but having abit pus. ewwww.
kinda er xin. i clean every 10 mins or so with normal saline.
hope it will clear up sooon.

anywayy, decided to take out my tagboard cossss i dont know why.
nobody tag me nowdays anywayy. i lazy to reply tags also((:

kk. tmr gg fetch del!
&&& i hate nelson)): am staying at home tonight.

xoxo

lip piercing

2009-04-01T00:30:00.002+08:00

after 19237823468721436 of saying i wanna pierce my tongue, in the end i pierce my lip today.
-.- and its so fucking pain that i almost punch the uncle.
but it look nice & that its what matter.

&&& i am kinda not looking forward to my mummy reaction.
-.- she always wanted me to pierce nose end up i pierce lip.
not sure how would she react.

anywayy, tmr is wed!
& its ladies night babeh!
time to parteh! going to either phuture or st james tmr.
with nelson ((:

ohya! speaking of parteh.
i parteh with alot of witches just now.
was playing l4d and we cant stop spawning witches.
damn fucking eerie can their moaning or whining, whatever.
& before that we parteh with morphling, warlord, dp etcetc.

okayy. will try to post photos soooon.
((:

happy april fool day btw.
i just got con by cloudie.
&&& i really believed her -.-
damn it. fucking stupid loh me.

kthxbye.
xoxo

cookie whore

2009-03-29T23:37:00.003+08:00

oh man.
last night in st james is pure fun!

met xiaolili :D in the afternoon and went evo for l4d session.
played till 9 plus & went bunk find the usual peeps.
on com & played audi.

after bunk closed, we went for the famous beancurd ard parklane area.
met annie & john the motherfucker there.

after that, the 3 of us headed down to st james!

weeeeeee. shouldnt say much abt it cos i cant rmb.
had a few shots and martell on the rock and its hello bed!
i totally cant rmb anything.

and i woke up with a bad stomach but i cant vomit.
i half suspected my parents knew i went drinking last night cos i stink!

anyway, just now met toutou, cloudie,hito , siomon & friends at causeway point.
had dinner and movied.

weeeee. HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSSSS IS THE SEX~
i cant stop clubbing. & that is sad cos i really wanna quit!
oh ya. i think i prefer zouk than st james nowadays.
the crowd is younger! which mean more fun!
younger guys :x i got a thang for guys with lip piercing recently.
and dont forget guys who wear vans.

done. my weekend is sweet.
nelson lee junxiong! when are we going clubbing again!

xoxo

ah gua

2009-03-27T23:18:00.003+08:00

fucking irritating!! my mummy say i sound like an ah gua cos i lose my voice
)):

been sleeping whole day.
FUCKING TMD SICK.
)):

wanted to go out. but i dont wanna go out with a voice like cao ah gua.
toutou msged me and ask whether i wanna go st james tmr with annie and john the motherfucker.
i might thou provided toutou going.

anywayy, this is the second week i missed the friday-going-out-thingy.
i confirm going out next fri cos del will be back in sg!
and i kinda promised her i will be acc her since hanx got intership.

oh ya! i know my ward for prcp liao.
w63c. hope it will be good ><
medical ward. damn it.

yuppyupp. i miss genting weather.
sg is too hot for me.
and i might be going oversea in june.
yay!

okayy. i need to go back sleep already.

xoxo

insecure

2009-03-27T17:14:00.002+08:00

i dont know what i want.
i dont know why i am doing all those things that make me look cheap & slut.
i dont know who i am anymore.

he said i am insecure.
insecure about life.
i live because i had to not because i wanted.
i dont have a goal.

how true.
i cried on his chest. & the door bell rang.
& i went back to my room.

i think abt it for the whole day.
who i am.
i used to tell my friends ya, i am gonna have sex only after i got married etcetc.

but. look me now.
i despise myself. despise the things i had done.
despise that i dont even feel regret and somehow somewhat proud that i had that kinda influence on guys.

i lose myself.
lost it to lust.
i betrayed myself just for the moment of pleasure.

toutou once exclaimed " wa, u change target very fast!"
it was then i realised i simply dont trust love.
to me there is no love. only lust.
incorrigible right.

the next time i say i love someone is the day i finally found myself.
for now, let me lose it all and sink to the lowest.

back

2009-03-26T21:30:00.002+08:00

back.
totally shagged. and i did alot of things.

-smoke 1 pack each day. dirt cheap.
-finally found the courage to sit spaceshot. & its fucking fun. SONG BOH!
-eat&eat&eat.
-watched movie. (& after movie, i actually tot i was in sg and i told hito i wanna take NR home -.-)
-went clubbing! omfg. i think this is the funniest moment in the trip lah. i saw tons of ah guas & gays. & the songs sucks! but i had fun laughing and scream yo ah yo! lol.
-went to starbuck alone on the first night. sat for 1 hr plus drinking hot choco & eat black forest. listening to music & smoking. i think it is the quiestest moment for my whole trip.
-lose my voice aka shi sheng )):
-did 2 wrong things.
-cried on the way home cos i miss home too much & the driver drive at a fucking slow speed.

okayy. i will blog in detail after i rest.
but i saw alot of friends can.
first is clayman. & i thought i will only saw him when i reached genting.
who know the first rest stop, i step into the canteen, & i saw him.
&&& he was at the same hotel level as me. creepy or wad.
anywayy, i went clubbing with him & friends. fucking funny.

then i saw doreen & chin hao! shocking.
lol. didnt expect to see them. and they went on the same day as us. zzzzz.

and i also saw wee kiat from fjss.

CREEPY OR WAD.

ok. i bought nothing.
and i still left with alot of ringgit. fuck.
going to change back to sgd tmr.

done. bye.

xoxo

genting

2009-03-24T01:09:00.002+08:00

okayy. i feel i shld at least blog before i go genting.
._. ~~in case anything happen to me~~

did nothing but rest.
& i am feeling alot better(:

kinda getting excited for the trip already.
weeeeeeee. 3 days getaway.

anywayy, nothing to blog.
but just in caseeeee, i love you my mummy & daddy.

xoxo

ultra bored & sick

2009-03-23T00:09:00.002+08:00

my nose is irritating me to the helllll.
water just cant stop flowing out.
and my other wisdom tooth is starting hurt.
fuck! i am fucking suay can!

i was going to remove my tooth on first week of attachment but i didnt.
i swear i am gonna remove it after i come back from genting.
& i am so gonna buy the cute mask from daiso so i will not spread the flu to tou they all(an excuse to buy that cute mask)

tmr. suki sushi & shoppppping!
i swear i need it to cheer me up.
afterall this shits for the past 3 weeks.

i am fucking annoyed with this ''friend'' of mine.
i dont care ur gucci/coach real anot.
i dont care you flirt ard with patient's son, doctors and etcetc even thou u are jollywell attached.
i dont care you got a perfect body & critised that i am skinny like bamboo.
i dont care your bf is uni grad and earning 3000 plus a mth.
& i am fucking glad i am not doing prcp with you.

random. my nails are ultra bling now. thanks to faceshop nail polish.
i am super boreddddddddddddddd. i wanna clubbbbbbbbbb.
i shall go play audi now.

xoxo

fucking sick

2009-03-22T18:31:00.002+08:00

i am sick.
)):

but i am super happy my 3.2a finally end.
and now. its prcp)):
nvmnvmnvm. 3 weeks of holidays!

am going to genting on tues!
daddy gave me RM550
o.o abit too much but i am not complaining.

went for ahma's birthday ytd.
IMM's long beach.
yummy! didnt took any photo. but i suspect my aunt took one of mine & post it on facebook.

going to shop tmr.
i wanna buy alot of things!

xoxo

fatimah

2009-03-19T00:54:00.001+08:00

love

2009-03-18T23:18:00.002+08:00

when guys want something from you, they treat you super good.
but when they realised they couldnt get it out from you, they stop contacting you.

so ya. two words for most guys out there , _l_ you.

anywayy, not thinking so much abt this anymore.
cos GENTING IS NEXT FUCKING WEEK!

super duper super duper excited.
mommy helped me change money already((:

nowdays, mommy & daddy been giving me money like freee.
>< love!
& mummy bought two tees for me today.

anywayy, i got a super long shopping list which i wanna complete before i go genting.
so people who wanna shop, pls call me!!

got to go. sleep.
><

xoxo

sidenote: you motherfucker ccb. dont let me see you in genting. i will walk over and kick you in the groin.

guys & sex

2009-03-17T10:55:00.002+08:00

weeks ago, i went clubbing with a grp of girls.
and this one girl was drunk.

she had a bf but they broke up that night.
the reason is cos the girl actually like girl but end up with that guy cos she wanna show her parents she like guys.
& all that guy want is sex.

i dont know how true is the sex part.
but it got me thinking.
does all guys want is sex?
maybe that was the reason why i like girls nowadays.

isnt 20 abit old for sexual identity confused.
><

xoxo

long weekend

2009-03-16T22:18:00.002+08:00

mc-ed on friday.
went IT show & bought a headphone. PINK!
gayness. lol.
movied. pls watch DMC.
fucking funny. laugh till bth.
&&& homed.
reached home 3am.
& believe me, its the earliest of the past 3 days.

went out early on sat.
met xiaoli for L4D.
so many people came down to bunk.
evo for the night and i actually reached home ard 8 plus.

toutou called ard 6 plus in the evening on sunday.
i totally forget abt the event at zouk.
rush down to bunk and meet toutou & cloudie.
lex last min dua us.
anywayyyy, headed down to zouk.

boring like fuck until the event was over.
& yay! dance time! the crowd is ...
saw alot of bunkers. &&& called me counter girl / bunk girl.
zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

anywayy, met someone.
:) mac at jalan bukit merah & cabbed home.

slept for two hrs & attachment.
& i am officially tired like fuck.
going to sleep soon.

i shld stop clubbing. its sinful.

xoxo

tgif but its 13th

2009-03-13T00:54:00.003+08:00

its friday!
wooooot~ butbutbut. i am on morning. and its fucking tired.
have not complete my case study. which appear easy.
its 1am. i wish i am in zouk. lingerie partyyy leh.
nvmnvm. sunday!

tmr going IT fair.
i wanna get a keyboard. &&& erm. EARPHONE! omg. i use to change eveyr 3 mths. but i use my current one for 6 mths alreadyy. OLD LIAO.

&&&DMC TMR.
<33333 fucking funny anime.
then maybe ton at evo provided i am not too tired.
but i think i will be.

soft keyboard = more easy to play audi
LOL. i never tell my father that arbor he confirm dont let me buy.

i think i shld go sleep.
i had a long day.
><

xoxo

i am chio

2009-03-12T03:31:00.003+08:00

i am suppose to be sleeping.
but, yet another sleepless night i guess.

went to meet toutou they all at bunk after work today.
played L4D. for the first time, i didnt scream.
maybe i was too tired.

headed to mac for supper and homed.

studied for awhile just now.
& i tried rmbing 12 cranial nerves.

suddenly feel like piercing nose.
i already look like malay. pierce liao look like ah nei?

started smoking again.
sigh ><
my poor lung. i feel so sorry for you.

i feel like clubbing.
i think i will be going on sunday.

i dont know what i am talking.

maybe i should just go sleep.

xoxo

fill my lung with tars

2009-03-11T00:43:00.002+08:00

i am fucking tired.

tired of faking everything is gonna be alright.
tired of faking a smile or laugh.
tired of feeling sad.
tired of attachment.
tired of people.
tired of seeing dicks.
tired of seeing cheebye.
tired of smelling shit.
tired of doing CLC.
tired of waking up 4 plus in the morning when people just go to bed.
tired of taking 190 everyday including weekend.
tired of eating to survive.
tired of sleeping non stop.
tired of feeling gulity for spending daddy's money.
tired of everything.

i dont know how to keep going.
i really dont know.
i feel so lost abt my future.
i feel so lost abt everything.

somehow, i wish i never been born.

monday blues

2009-03-10T02:20:00.002+08:00

i really had monday blues okayy.
but i woke up real early.
reached sgh real early.
&&& i ate my nasi lemak.
&&& i ate mee goreng for break. which is 3 hrs apart.
&&& i ate something hitam. LOL.

ok. work is terrible today.
thank god i didnt took case as sister was beside when morning pass afternoon.
*phew*
and toutou! i am so sry. i thought u guys not watching le so i went back home.
)): i hoped you guys enjoyed the movie.

anywayy, back to work.
time pass sibeh fast.
good sia. but i tired to death. reached home sleep all the way till 12 plus.
am going back to sleep again.

anywayy, marley & me tmr!

xoxo

sidenote: i sibeh hungry now & craving for pizza hut drumlets. shall cook it when i wake up at 4am. &&& i super save money nowdays. &&& i played audi with del just now <3333>

weekend loves

2009-03-08T18:09:00.003+08:00

today is sunday. & i am so not looking forward to tmr.
cos it mean more shit cleaning)):

enjoyed the weekend.
friday, went home and napped abit & went out to meet the loves.
watched push! damn fucking nice! go watch!
after that i walked to cine from cathay alone to take bus home.
enjoyed the walk alone! it was windy & not much people.
i actually sang songs on the way :x

homed & sleep!
until late. i forget. went down bunk ard 9 plus.
cos i tired. anywayy, went evo & ton!

omfg! i think last night was the best night i ever had at evo.
cos usually i will get bored & cranky.
but ytd i was having fun cursing ck not having mc ( which he did, 3 times on me & none on others_l_)
having fun playing audi with toutou & jieyong.
having fun playing dota with sky,jieyong & the friend.

weeeeee~ homed ard 7am.
and i woke up 3pm.
going to sleep sooooon.
need to wake up early tmr.

anywayy, going watch watchmen tmr!
yay! at least something to look forward to at the end of shift.
&&& most prob zouk on sun.

alrighty.
my weekend is simple this weekend but i love it loads.
<3

xoxo

sidenote: daddy has given me $200 already for this week. omfg. ><

mummy & daddy dearest

2009-03-06T20:02:00.002+08:00

i <3 my mummy & daddy.

daddy give me extra money just now and i thought of using it to buy my foundation when i realised i already had one on my dressing table. mummy bought it.

everytime they did something like this i feel that i dont deserve it. i throw temper at them. i scream at them. i go home late & drunk(sometimes). i did very poor in my studies.

yet, they didnt give up on. ya, sometimes they are unreasonable. but i have to agree they have every right to be.

mummy is the best. all those late night supper even when she is super tired. and breakfast. everything la!

daddy also best. help me to pay for genting trip. some more including the mney to be spent over there.

i think i am the luckiest girl on earth cos i think i have the best parents.

<333333
going out now. meeting toutou&cloudie & others.
MOVIE TIME!

xoxo

9 hrs nap & i am still sleepy _l_

2009-03-06T01:59:00.002+08:00

IT TGIF MOTHERFUCKERS!

woooooot~ i smell freedom!
yay! omg! wtf!
&&& its morning shift. sweeeet!

today pass kinda fast.
did nothing but watch year 2 do dressing.
today was better. ><''

& i still eat alot.
_l_ i will become 5 kg heavier by end of attachment.
&&& mummy is my love.
she bought stingray for my dinner.
&&& i had one whole packet to myself.
><''

anywayy, i reached home, changed bath & jumped into my bed.
sleep untill 8 go eat dinner. sleep back at 8.30 and wake up 1.30
sleep fer so long lah!
later how. i need to wake up at 5 )):

maybe i shld go back sleep somemore.
anywayy, tmr meeting my mdm&sir!!!!
one week never see them liao <33333333333

tues going watch marley & me with petpet <3333333

okayy. am going to sleep.

xoxo

thinking of you 24/7

omfg. its 1 am!

2009-03-05T01:04:00.003+08:00

omgomgomg.

i am sooooo not suppose to blog now can.
damn it.
i am on morning tmr.
got to wake up in 4 hrs time.

anywayy, the shift today is fucking annoying with motherfuckers.
I NEARLY LOSE MY TEMPER OK.
&&& i dont lose my temper easily.
fuck you girls _l_
i am sooooo gonna make you life miserable if you all step on our toes again.

anywayy, on a brighter side note, the sisters & staff nurses prefer us more.
<33333333333 at least we are not arrogant fucks.

i cant wait for weekend!
i am gonna spend my sat wisely.
like going library. or swimming. or do something lah!

2 MORE DAYS TO WEEKEND!
12 MORE DAYS TO END OF ATTACHMENT.

tmr going out with hanisah i think.
if not, i am going home to oink.

okayy. fri!!!! i wanna meet toutou & peeps.

xoxo

i cant forget. but have you forget?
damn it. why you?

p.s: hito just forced me to go to bed. and i shall now! otherwise she will not to me.
)): forever bullying me. but thankssss <33333

cleaning sai

2009-03-03T22:31:00.002+08:00

i am so motherfucking tmd tired.
&&& i am like a pig can.

attachment so far so good.
52b isnt as bad as i thought it will be.
but damn it. the *other institute* students are making me crazyyyyy.

the year 2 are so @$$*%&$^%#$$%
dat i feel like slapping their fucker face.
hello! although i might not be your senior but pls at least show some respect.
dont gimme the *i-am-from-___-so i am clever then you*
_l_
and its only this batch i cant get along with.
i get along with ___ students perfectly well okayy.

anywayy, took one case and today just my first day of official work.
damn it. why did i agree to take case?!
making me more stress only.

went movie with hito ytd.
i am so sorry i let her waited for one hr plus dat i treat her watch movie.
wahahahahaha. i am such a nice person!
but how come mei ren yao.

he's not that into you is motherfucking nice.
and i forget to mention i watched let the right one in on sat with john the motherfucker.
quite nice toooooo. dat motherfucker scared me during one part of the show & i refused to talk to him for 10 mins.

anywayy, my thoughts is all jumbled up.
thats why this is a messy post & i dont fucking care.
((:

am going to sleep soon. tmr afternoon shift.
&&& i neeed to wake up early to cook lunch cos mummy gg work.

xoxo

thinking of you. & i dont know why.
damn it.

~.~

2009-03-01T23:51:00.002+08:00

to be honest, i am super duper emo for the whole day today.
&&& the last time i was this emo, it was over simon.
i wasnt even this upset abt sky.

i dont know why i am so unhappy.
i really dont know.

and i dont want.
i tried watching la bi xiao xin.
i didnt laughed.
i tried talking to alot of people.
& i still didnt laugh or even smile.

the only one time i laughed is becuase of petpet.
and i really thank her alot.
not only her. toutou. ayu. iris. hanisah. weixiang. yanling. constance.
everyone who consoled me.
&&& they didnt even know what happen.

anywayy, i will try to be happy.
i swear. i will not let this thing get to me anymore.
i will try to forget. everything.
everything.

i shld be sleeping.
attachment in 7 hrs time.
need to wake up ard 5.30am

but i cant sleep.
fuck. am talking to another 2 more siaos in msn.
they are suppose to wake up early for attachment also.

anywayy, i think i am feeling better a lil now.
thank god for friends.
((:

xoxo

coincidence

2009-03-01T17:41:00.002+08:00

ytd. is the day i think singapore is small until cannot small.

went down bunk. didnt on com. just watch them play.
then had dinner at mos burger and slacked for awhile.
decided to head home while mdm, sir, lex, little, sky & cow went to evo.

at cine waiting for bus, sir suddenly call and ask me wanna go drinking anot.
then i say ok. took cab back to evo.
in the end didnt went drinking. ~.~

so i wanted to walk to cine to take nr.
AND GUESS WHO I SAW?
john the motherfucker who made me wasted on fri.
and after i saw him GUESS WHO I SAW?
ayu, khai and jawk.

WTF x100000000000000000000000000
shocked can.
anywayy, went to watched movie with john cos he say wanna make up for making me drunk.
after movie, homed!

talked to iris on fb for awhile & went to bed.
mom dig me up to go ah ma hse eat crab.
and ta dah! i am back.

attachment tmr.
good. busy = dont think so much.

xoxo

i am stuck. someone pull me out please.
i dont know to walk straight, left left or turn right or maybe u-turn.
i dont know. i dont know. i dont know.

fighting!

2009-03-01T06:26:00.002+08:00

i realised. sometime. there is something you have to fight for.
& i have to have the courage.

and so tmr. i am gonna msg her.

JIAYOU AH SOH JIELIN!

xoxo

tiger

2009-02-28T10:34:00.002+08:00

before anything. i swear i will never drink again.
thurs club play. pretty fun if u asked me.
at least i wasnt drunk. maybe just puke twice.

went drinking ytd again.
st james. in less than one hr i am totally wasted.
totally. i was talking rubbish abt hito, keith and genting.
& then i started crying in mac. for what fuck, i cant rmb.

&&& something happen which i really dont wanna say here.
wanna know just msg me or msn me.

anywayy, i promised nelson i will go zouk tonight.
fuck. i dont know now.
._.

xoxo

tired lah!

2009-02-26T16:24:00.002+08:00

finally exam is finished.
went down to find mdm & sir at bugis ytd. and we went mos burger for dinner.
had a super long chat. wa lao. damn long never chat with them liao.

anywayy, little & qiqi joined us and followed by meibe.
went golden mile to book genting.
confirm le! genting, here i come!

went down bunk to play L4D.
tmd. dont play with little.
he spawn fucking lot of witches, tank & boomer.
i hate boomer loh.

went mac for supper & homed.
i am learning luna in dota now! nice to use but hp is super cui.

slept at 4am.
and woke up 7.30am.

went to dye hair. i have black hair!
and tonight maybe i can see keith.

okayy. i super sleepy. going nap awhile again.

xoxo

confirm fail again

2009-02-25T02:14:00.002+08:00

><" haven been studying.
omfg can. tmr last paper.
2pm. meeting hanisah 9 at bp interchange.

i think i going to sleep or something.
and study tmr.

&&& jiayou petpet! 3 more days to freedom!
you can do it ok!

&&& i will see mdm & sir tmr((((:

&&& i will dye my hair on thurs. (i realise i haven been dying it every mth)
nov,dec,jan & feb!

xoxo

random(& i mean really random) photos

2009-02-24T18:32:00.007+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS. missy oooi!

flu la dey! was doing closing. no choice.

waaaaaa. going there soon! GENTING GENTING!

KKH attachment. my baby! i wish ><

huanying!!!!! omg. i miss attachment with her sia.

placenta. grosssssss. and smelly.

me!

me!

HAHAHAHAHAS. <33333 mr botak

lol! i hope he dont kill me. but i dont think he will see this.

my pink extension! drop out long long time ago!

((:

kenny's property. but all lose de.

hahahahahas. act cute nia!

><'' camwhore!

lol! focus on my domo & cookie monster! not my double chin.

i still rmb this! went rp to slack & we dont know where to go. so play scissor paper stone.

cannot see face = chio!

converse ftw!

miss those time man!

BOTANIC GARDEN WITH YANLING & WENDY!

<3333333333333 picnic. MY IDEA OKAYY!

hahahahs. act only.

wendy, yanling & me!

hahahahahahahas!

i am bored.
so the random post of random photos.
okayy. going to study! & i mean it. i think

xoxo

pet society

2009-02-24T17:53:00.002+08:00

walao. ns5 paper damn easy!
finished in 45 mins.
headed off to canteen 1 for late lunch.
smoke and homed.

i need to change passport luh!
)): anyone wanna acc me?! urghhh.
anywayy, i am supposed to be studying but i am like playing pet society.

LOLOL.
mdm and sir gimme many things lah! thanks alot alot alot ok!
and i changed abit of my house.

okayy. i am still random as usual.
GENTING GENTING!

xoxo

ns 5 woes

2009-02-24T10:18:00.002+08:00

woooooooooot.
i am done studying for ns5.
turn out today is suppose to be ns5 not nurm.
oh great. this mean i will really fail nurm cos i will be studying it alone!

anywayy, i am damn awake althou i slept at three plus and woke up at 5am to memorize the damn thing.
and fall asleep and woke up at 8am.
watched the mummy return chinese emperor or something like dat.
and i know what colour i wanna dye! BLACK!

lol. damn fucking random.
GENTING GENGTING.
hahahahahahas. i will be saying this for the next 3 weeks plus to irritate people.
esp petpet!

alrighty. got to go prepare to go my house now.

xoxo

<3 mdm, sir & petpet!

shit man

2009-02-23T19:40:00.002+08:00

OMG LUH.
its gg 8pm and i am still at home.
but i promise i will ~~try to~~ get out by 8pm.

quarrelled with mummy. and i cry again.
#$%*^%*
stop crying luh sohjielin.

and i dont know what colour to dye!
black or brown with ashy finish?
urghhh. anywayy, not going home until tmr after exam.
-.-

miss me okayy.

xoxo

new blogskin

2009-02-23T17:44:00.001+08:00

alrighty. just changed my blogskin.
damn plain. and its white.
i hope i blind you guys!
hahahahahas.

anywayy, am going to hanisah's house.
midnight oil. i haven touch on nurm at all.
@#$^&*)&#%^ i think i will somehow fail AGAIN.

busy week!
mon- study!
tues-exam + study!
wed- exam + booking of genting trip!
thur- dye hair with mummy + play with vanessa.
fri- zouk/ st james(i forget which one nelson tell me)
sat- st james/zouk! (LOL, i forget lah!)

okayy. fri & sat not confirm.
anywayy, got to go and prepare to go out soon.
pls DONT comment on my blogskin.
i think it look terrible but will be back to edit it.

xoxo

i think. i might be crazy

2009-02-23T02:24:00.001+08:00

i really really wanna study.

but iam too sleepy now.
iam gonna sleep and wake up early.

by the way, beyonce's diva is the new shit.
go check it out.

xoxo

grace's birthday

2009-02-22T19:16:00.002+08:00

20th FEB

hanisah came my house and we did abit of ns5 and dolling up before i headed to sch to pass up fyp and ns5. WTFOMGTMD. finally everything is done.

and i headed down to town with ayu. find keith at miss sixty for awhile and had a puff before scooting off to taka to find vanessa and jiexin.

omgomgomgomg. vanessa and jiexin is <3333
lol. althou we know each other for like only 5 hrs. but we clicked really well.
booze, piercing, drunkard, smoke!

anywayy, grace's birthday is the shit! hands down!
played indian poker and guess who is the biggest loser?!
ME. _l_
i always lose the most when it come to drinking game.

and i puke)):
cherryade suck!
plus lemon tee, coke and vodka.
ewwwwww.

anywayy, khai just cant live without beer and straw. so they went out to get beer.
the rest stayed and GOSSIP!
put 1 gay & 3 bi tgt and you will get alot of juicy gossips.

smoke, drink and indian poker second round.
ayu is the biggest drunk! she is saying hi to random people by the time we left.
anywayy, thanks to khai's big mouth WE MISS THE LAST TRAIN.

cabbed home.
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY GRACE! LOVE YOU!

21st FEB

keith wasnt feeling well. and i asked her whether she want anything and she say sweet.
._. so i went down to miss sixty to find her again.
and we chatted for awhile. then i went down to bunk.

saw seetoh!!! played L4D with lihyee, hongmin and carol.
virgin play. LOL. damn er xin and scared dao.

toutou and cloudie go eat dinner at clarke quay and i went home to have dinner.
and bused back town again.
WTF. I VERY FREE SIA.

L4D at bunk then head down to evo for dota.
HOHOHOHOHOHOHO.
i scared dao them when using LR.
no play play okayy.

toutou went home first. den i nv play dota le.
audi with del, hanx and xiong. they at era.
sot de leh! lololol!
okok. bused home ard 6 plus.

and tadah! going genting with toutou they all.
confirmed trip.
daddy gimme money!!!!!! <33333333

okayy. going have supper.

xoxo

hug me tightly and never let go

<3333333 eter laobusi family

2009-02-21T01:56:00.002+08:00

went in my pet society.

and i found out i got gifts!
<333333
sir gave me one dress and mdm gave me one ribbon.
and petpet gave me alot alot of furniture which include like 3 wallpaper.
one pink bed. one pink moblie phone. and one pink lappie.

i think cos she think i am freaking poor.
:DDDDD
so fucking happy. i have a nice family.
(((:

and thanks toutou for all the encouragement! i shall not feel down on myself and instead i shall have faith!

omg. i cant explain how much i <333333333 them.
alot alot alot!

xoxo!

keith <3

2009-02-21T00:25:00.002+08:00

i never really had so much feeling for the same sex.
until i met her.

i mean come on, i know her barely 1 week and we seldom text each other.

beside the first night i text her. all the other time she was doing the texting.
and she already did quite a few things to me that i found it real sweet and no guy will ever treat me this way.

okayy. maybe the are not that sweet but i am a person who get soft heart by the slightest gesture.

she texted me this morning. and we were exchanging text all the way until i reached paragon and i went to find her. and i am going out with her on sun. and she hugged me when i was leaving. hugged tightly.

and i found out her ex is a super duper hot woman. and i am not hot. not special. and damn plain! why is she even texting me in the first place when she have hot friends ard?

alright. this is actually a very )): post cos i dont know how shld i feel.
but afterall, its only one week! let fate take its time.

xoxo

wisdom tooth

2009-02-20T02:11:00.003+08:00

ooooh. i totally forget abt my wisdom tooth extracting experience.

okayy. so i went back to the clinic at 5pm.
before that i ate some porridge. and i was crying.
LOLOL. i tell you arh. my worst fear was dentist.
and i really cried alot lah.

my mum is really very nice. she offered to ac me to dentist even thou she herself is scared to death.
and she keep consoling me cos i was crying while eating. like a baby sia )):

anywayy, i sat on the dental chair and told the dentist the LA is wearing off.
and she said are you sure?
wtf! of cos i am sure lah. i dont wanna die of pain.

so she gave me another few jabs of LA.
and i tell you! i nearly punch her! fucking pain lah!
omg. heng, i tell her i need more LA arboh, imagine she start pulling out my tooth!

anywayy, she gave me and eye mask saying we will blinfold you for the process.
actually also dont need, i closed my eyes all the way man!

and i still can feel wad she was doing anywayy.
she knock out the corner of the decay tooth.
and using wdv tool pulling my tooth.

and after struggling for like 2 mins she said its almost coming out blah blah.
it was until like 5 mins, i can feel the tooth is coming out.
i dont know how to explain the feeling, is like someone pulling off ur bra kinda feeling.
LOLOL.

and after dat, i start to feel pain so she gave me more LA.
and she told her assistant she need pliers.
wtf! she is going to extract my wisdom tooth la.

and she start to pull again. this time more worse. i think pull for 15 mins?!
and finally it decided to come out la. and she gave me 3 stitches.
which i still can feel it in my mouth.

after all the rinsing and stitching, she explain to me why this happen.
she showed me my xray. it turn out my wisdom tooth is growing at a 90 degree angle.
wtf! and it was compressing on my molar dats why its decay! and it was infected!
there was a lot of pus under my gum thats why it hurts ALOT.

and she gave me some gauze, antibiotics and painkiller.

i really regret that i didnt took the painkiller the first thing i reached home.
instead i was staring at the mirror, looking at my swollen cheek. how clever!

after like 10mins. i can feel blood coming out. so i change the guaze and took medications.
FUCK! AFTER I ATE THE MEDI, I CAN START TO FEEL THE PAIN.
i cried like alot alot alot?!
i cried until my eyes were swollen and red.
i cried until my bro pity me and ask me i wanna play psp.(he is usually mean when i ask him whether i can use his psp anot)
i cried until i was practically lying on my bed and sobbing until i almost choke to death by my blood.(it was bleeding all the way till the next day afternoon.)
i cried until my mom has to call me like every 10 mins and i cant talk.

and i fall asleep! hahahahas.
when my mom came back from work, she bought me fries and tau huay and ju hua cha. lolol.
so sweet la. and i managed to eat the fries loh. and i ate a hotdog bread toooo!
lol!

next day i was on full diet again. ate rice, sandwiches and potato chips.
and i fall asleep at 9pm and woke up this morning 11am.
LOLOL. pig sia.

okayy. long wordy entry.
anywayy, i saw the wound for the first time just now and i nearly puke.
damn gross! ewwwwww.
*green face*

alrighty. i got to eat some supper and medi and sleep!
keith is enjoying herself at play now while i am on ban of alcohol!
)):

xoxo

p.s the surgery cost me 870$$$$ wtf!
p.p.s now i talk abit lau hong. LOL. dont laugh at me. and its still hurting me sometime.
p.p.p.s &&& the other place that is hurting is my ear! omg. i found a pic online.

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exactly like dat!!! but i haven connect the holes yet lah!
going attachment liao! but i think its damn coool.

happy x1000000000000

2009-02-20T00:02:00.002+08:00

okayy. i am happy x1000000000 yet sad tooo. urghhhh!

went out with hanisah, ayu and hariz today.
went salvation army to have a look at their mall.
funniest thing we saw : a mac donald shirt.

went causeway. and then i pierce my ear!
lololol. okayyy. i cant post the photo up cos i haven upload but is the end of the ear.
erm. top end? and its painful okayy! tmd. but its cool!

went home. and went hanisah house.

EXCITING PART!

she was bathing and i was lying on her bed reading singapore true ghost story(not true one leh)
and suddenly my phone rang!

some girly voice: hey! jielin? this is keith.
me: (thinking who the fuck?) huh?!
keith: erm, you still rmb me right? st james?
me: (WTFWTFWTFWTFWTF) OOOOOOH. OF COS OF COS!

lololololol. stunned.
and you know why she called?
cos i msged her the day b4 and she didnt reply. was kinda sad lah.
and she called just to tell me that her hi-card is running low dats why she cant reply my msg.

omg. and so we chatted for a few mins before she got another call.
she was using her store number ma((((:
she sound so cute! and she look cute! omg. melting.
and first thing i did after i hang up? i msged mdm! hahahahas!

had fun in hanisah hse! ate damn lots of things.
and managed to finish ns5.

anywayy, i am kinda sad now.
cos petpet aint very happy now.
and i cant spend my fri night with toutou and all AGAIN. wtf. got to go grace's 21st.
and i finally gave in and msn limweixiang aka buddy aka the guy i liked for 2 years plus.

my emotions are all mixed)):

cos petpet is like one of the people i talk online everynight. and she isnt herself tonight.
and i have been spending every fri night with toutou they all ever since i know them.
and i think deep deep deep deep down in my heart i will never forget lwx.

)): sad + happy.

2009-02-17T16:37:00.002+08:00

as i am blogging this, my right cheek is numb.

i am going to have a dental surgery at 5pm.

and i am scared to death now. although the dentist promise me there will be no apin but i am still very scared.

she is going to cut my gum and extract the tooth and if can see wisdom tooth she will extract it too. wtf!

IAMDYING!

... tired

2009-02-16T21:45:00.002+08:00

i missed my appointment for dental ytd.
and my next appointment is tmr.

but i didnt take ibuprofen for a long time and it didnt hurt so much already.

nua the whole day.
AND GUESS WAD? she msged me this morning.
hahahahahahahas. and the first thing i did is to msg toutou. & idk why

msged till halfway i fall asleep.
zzzzz

woke up eat and slack till now.
)): my life is so boring.
but until my tooth does not hurt, i will not go out.

)):

sad life.
and the kukup trip post got prob. i finish typing already.
_l_

sky's ord parade 7th feb

2009-02-16T21:39:00.003+08:00

reached home from kukup.
bath, make up and chiong down to meet gugu at woodland.
going bedok for shushu de ord parade!

cam-whored in the bus! omg.
and had a long chat with gugu.
:D

met jian wen, zhen xiang and two other guys which i forget their name.

group photo.

my shushu!

took photos etcetcetc.
headed down to bedok 85 for supper.
apparently, its the supper heaven in the east side.

but i live in mountain and am a turtle.
so i didnt know this place.

after supper, smoke and took cab home.
((:

ord parade is fun!
guys in uniform is attractive!

5th feb

2009-02-16T19:19:00.003+08:00

went out on 5th feb with my gugu & shushu!
and their friends.
went to far east.
bought nothing.

this is my gugu and she is younger than me by one year!
&&& she always insist me to call her gugu during sec sch
wtf right?!
note: same eyes and same smiles. SOH'S!!

this is wenxixi! she is my gugu's friend! hahahas.
although i dont really know her, but she is a super sweet person.

&&& we cam-whored.

jian wen send wenxixi home while the rest of us slacked at cine.
ahem! hope jian wen will treat wenxixi haohao!

caught underworld!
omfg! damn imba shit can!
blood everywhere. ewwwww.
and sonia is damn sexy. corset ftw!

went to botak jones to slack for awhile and cab back.
had fun with the guys! dota ftw! we keep talking abt dota dota & more dota!

reached home and play audi till late and sleep for a few hours and KUKUP!

best ever valentine

2009-02-15T16:05:00.003+08:00

i would really really wanna blogged abt this awesome valentine.
butbutbut. my fucker tooth is killing me. & i just took painkiller.
ibuprofen is ultimate <333333 fer toothache

random people i saw. clarice!
she was sitting right behind me in the cinema.
-.- and guess how i know it was her?!

cos hito saw her friends. and we were likt talking quite loud, thus clarice told us off.
and that how i know its her!

saw yeanling, yixin & aaron in daiso!
omgomomg luh. all the nurses. hahahahahas.

okayy. the date went fine.
but the biggest catch is mememe!

went st james & saw this fucking cute butch.
damn it. she was dancing in front of us. on the podium.
chicken nugget. i was soooo distracted.

that was the first time. after that she went off and near the end she came back again!
omfg~~~~~~~~~~ this time cloudie helped me to get her number.
cloudie so nice & brave luh.
<3333333333 mdm!

so i was msging with her for the rest of the night.
^_______^
happy x10000000000000000000000000000000000000000

okayy. will upload photos and blog in detail.

i can see myself back in the clubbing scene more.

and thanks petpet for the chocs! <3333333

xoxo

*+*Pretty Jielin*+*

tagged by toutou<3

i am back!

alone getaway(:

kty.

alone

i think, like attracts like

weekend loves<3

don't give up

awesome night outing<3

when its time to let go, you have to no matter what.

small small world. (actually is med sch)

can't give up now.

love everyone in 63c

shamelessly in love

nonsense post

i dont like to share. keep your hands off!

&&& i miss you.

woooohooooo~

thanks for the love and concern (:

SLE

sick

MO ROOM IS STINKING + DIRTY!

jessica tan wanru

LKC

xingcheng

i dont know

be my baby!

home on a sat night

hopeless

slow & steady <3

i love fb

i wish you know

to continue or not

irrational love

only you <3

back & alive!

back

DND

still alive

offcially depressed

lips like sugar

misses[edited o.o]

ice mint

boom boom shake shake

rook

beautiful

parteh

breakfast love

life sucks

& its all because of you

NP.bukittimah.clarkquay.town

unhappy fuck

yo babeh!

brown gold blue

changed

lip piercing

cookie whore

ah gua

insecure

back

genting

ultra bored & sick

fucking sick

fatimah

love

guys & sex

long weekend

tgif but its 13th

i am chio

fill my lung with tars

monday blues

weekend loves

mummy & daddy dearest

9 hrs nap & i am still sleepy _l_

omfg. its 1 am!

cleaning sai

~.~

coincidence

fighting!

+Pretty Jielin+